Well, first the good news. The cars in one piece, and so am I. A long weekend living in the car was enjoyable, and nearly dry. A great weekend.
It was also a strange weekend for driving. The first session on Friday was a bit of a disaster - I seemed to be a few seconds off the pace, with a car that didn’t seem to want to go around the faster corners at all. Come to think of it, it wasn’t too keen on the slower corners either. My “I’m not going to play with the car setup, instead I’m just going to learn to drive it” attitude cracked rapidly, and I changed the front anti roll bar. Looking at the weather, I figured out we may only have one more dry session, so I changed the rear too in an effort to aim for right first time, rather than gradual changes.
Then, with some sage advice on lines from from Tim GO, I went out, locked the wheels every time I braked, gave up, came in, found one of the front tyres was down to canvas. And set about borrowing another to test on….thanks Mr Smith.
Next session I was three seconds faster, but the car was shaking like a b*****d every time I braked. Final session I was keeping up with quick cars in the class above me, but the car was still all over the place under braking. However, I did feel I was improving - not just with car setup, but consistently hitting apexes, and finding solutions to the corners I couldn’t “get” in the 1st session. Friday ended with Andy M changing my discs for me. It was a marginal call about whether this was “maintenance” or a trackside fix: the discs and pads were nearly new and I had cooked them on event (I think - don’t see that I over heated anything at Oulton!) but McMillan agreed to change them anyway. Thanks lads.
The first real test was to come - Saturday’s timed practice (or Qualy as its known to its friends). I went down early in the hope of emulating my “chase a mega” final session, and having some quick guys behind me to latch onto. Sadly those I would like to have followed either fell off (oops Hugh) or went off into the distance, but chasing them gave me my fastest lap so far. JOS (a very quick lad who finally took second place on the grid) got past me, and so I latched onto him and followed for the rest of the session : but I never beat my early lap time.
After the session I was all smiles - I knew that I’d really driven at a pace I’d not been near before. I’d been passing the people I normally race with like they were standing still. I felt like I was on fire. Someone told me the totem poll (live display of positions) had me 3rd for a while and when the results were published I was 4th. Second Row! Never been in the top 10 before. Blimey!
The gap between practice and race seemed huge, and the task of staring near the front daunting. However everyone assured me I had earned my place there. And it would all be OK. Of course, they were wrong.
I forgot my drill of slotting the stick between 1st and 2nd gear to open up the gate, until the last seconds, then couldn’t get the car into 1st. With nano-seconds to spare I and some panic’d actions got it into 1st, the lights went out and for around a second, I got a good start: I was catching 2nd place man JOS. Then came comedy of errors - the shift to second gear, the 2nd attempt at the shift, me moving the car to the top rail to get out of the way of the pursuing hoards, the desperate yanking on the gear lever before finally getting it into gear. By now the pack was scything past at speed, and by turn 2 I’d probably dropped 18 or 20 places. A couple more passed me as I struggled to find some composure, and talked myself into calming down - letting the pack string out for a corner or 2 then fighting back.
At the end of lap 1 I was in 25th place. Then the fight back began. Great racing : I hope I didn’t upset anyone, I think i kept it clean ? Certainly I got hit from behind a couple of times, but no more than a tap - oh and I lost my front numberplate going into the final chicane in one of those “OMG you’re braking there?!?! ….ANCHORS….phew” moments.
Progress continued through the pack until I got to 12th place. With no-one left in sight in front of me, and the last car passed no longer in my rear view, I did what I always do in these situations…looked at the clock, figured last lap, gave myself a good talking to about finishing the race, then fell off into the gravel on the exit of turn 8.
Back to 17th place for the flag.
So in the end - I’d found some pace, driven the car in a way I had never done before, then blown it all when it counted. Twice. Silly bunt.